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VerlassenAber Deutschland ist weit entfernt, sagst du.  Du sprichst über die Entfernung, über  die Kosten der Telefonanrufen  und Flugkarten. Und ich?, fragst du. Ach, du,  meine Liebe. Du weißt nicht über die  andere, Grammatik und Redefluss,  meine Manien. Du kannst nicht verstehen,  du und deine Wissenschaft. Du kannst nicht  der Nervenkitzel der Wörter wissen.  Du studierst Apotheke, während  ich diese Sprache genau studiere.  Du denkst, dass ich wähle, aber meine  Gefühle sind ein und dieselbe. Ich  muss da fahren, weil ich bin in Liebe.   Verlassen
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Spitting ImageOne time I found a picture of my mom,  
eighteen, reclining in the passenger seat  
of some pimped-out seventies’ car  
in a green-and-white striped halter dress.  
Legs crossed, she is something gorgeous,  
long hair swept up into a bun and smiling  
at the camera, my smile, the shape of my mouth,  
my teeth. And she’s skinny, too, skinnier  than I’ve ever seen her, though that’s not true,  because I’ve seen others, her holding me as a baby  and she’s skinny then, too, but I don’t remember  
that slender frame, those gentle curves.  And I kept find Spitting Image
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Plan BThe nurse eyes me as I approach, another irresponsible kid.  She heads for the storage room, invites me to sit.  
The leather seat cushion whooshes upon contact,  
a stern whisper. The lights are too bright,  but I wait. A vacuum cleaner groans down the hall.   
She returns with a Dixie cup and two white pills,  each tinier than a pearl, nearly invisible in her palm.  I take them from her, swallow them whole. Like my mother,  she attempts small talk, but I have nothing more to say  on this Saturday afternoon. She drones on about the weather  while I contemplate going to church tomorrow mo Plan B
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Passing JudgmentI saw a girl-fight, once.  My friends and I were at a party  when two blonde bitches broke loose,  too drunk to even feel those manicured nails  pierce through skin, or their hair,  bleached and sprayed to perfection,  tugged on in clenched fists.  It might have been over some guy,  some slurred insult.  We left before the cops arrived anyway.  Doesn’t matter.   
The other night, flipping through channels  I caught women’s wrestling on WWE –  girls with model bodies but packed with muscle,  arms bulging like the pants of every drunken man in the crowd. & Passing Judgment
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MADNESS

Thu May 1, 2008, 6:23 PM
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Various songs.
  • Reading: Notes for tomorrow's English final.
  • Watching: Grey's Anatomy.
  • Playing: Games With My Heart (Quit)
  • Eating: Oatmeal raisin cookie.
  • Drinking: Water.
What is this madness?! Jess has uploaded like a million new poems!

Yeah, well. Here's the story. So I'm taking this poetry workshop this semester, and we had to create a final portfolio for it, right? So we wrote 13 poems for the class itself, but the professor didn't tell us that he wanted the final portfolio to have 20-25 poems in it until a week before it was due. Soooo I've been pulling poems out of my ass for the past few days. 6 in 48 hours is a little much, but I think I did an at least decent job.

So, point is, I thought I'd share. Oh, and I MAJORLY edited some previous works, too, so I thought I'd share those edits as well. I'm just so thoughtful.

Also: What is this madness? Jess is using capitals!

Yeah, I'm working on it. It feels funny, but I think it's time. I figure I'll start weaning myself off by doing it just on devart for a while and then maybe I'll gather up enough balls to quit doing it on my blog.

TOMORROW I HAVE MY LAST EXAM OF SOPHOMORE YEAR. Half-way done, bitcheZ! One semester next year, then off to Germany for the second semester (YESSSSS) and then one more little year and I'm doooonnnneee!

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  • Interests: piano, writing.
  • Favourite movie: as of right now, it's the prestige.
  • Favourite band or musician: right now it's belle and sebastian. tomorrow, who knows?
  • Favourite artist: michelangelo.
  • Favourite poet or writer: diane ackerman, e.e. cummings.
  • Favourite cartoon character: sonic the hedgehog.
  • Personal Quote: "love does find a way."
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*b1gfan Aug 20, 2009, 10:08:11 PM
Jesstasy indeed :D Every word is just that. :D
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~LisztTPI Aug 9, 2007, 3:03:00 AM
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`imperfect Jan 13, 2007, 3:05:37 PM
Hey lovely girl,

I take it from activity that life is going well for you. I wanted to stop by and wish you and your lovely man a happy new year and let you know i still think about you guys from time to time.

-- Toni

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dAmn writers!

<~psychodrive> Dyslexia isn't an STD
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~Evindell Jun 23, 2006, 7:44:09 AM
Hello! It's me! Allison! How are you? :-?
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~crimsonlipstick22 Apr 27, 2006, 8:49:21 PM
You have a very nice gallery :heart:

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The shortest horror story in the world:

The last man on earth sat in a room.
There came a knock on the door.
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~TheWritt Jan 18, 2006, 12:30:42 AM
globular clavicle
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~LazyLinePainterJohn Jan 11, 2006, 4:09:54 PM
A very belated thanks for the watch. I won't deserve it.
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~wu-wei Dec 27, 2005, 7:21:19 AM
Thanks for the watch.

How did you find me?

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Suture Self
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